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Summer, 2009 I just went through a bad break up with my children's father. He cheated on me and it was taking me through a real deep depression. I took a look at the faces that means the world to me my three beautiful children plus the unborn one in my belly. I knew then I had to snap out of it and get back on my feet. My bills was over due three months over due to be exact my gas was cut off and I didn't know where my next dollar was going to come from. So I got up off my a** and went signed up for welfare they approved me and they gave me an emergency funds that month i was so happy I got my bills payed up. So I started getting on my feet but that wasn't the hard part the hardest part was knowing that the man that I was madly in love with is sharing space with another woman. I knew I was going to see him all the time because of the kids. I tried so hard when he came around to hide the way I was feeling holding back the tears that I want to share. As time past the feeling was fading I was then able to look at him and not want to touch him, not want to cry because of loving him, I was accepting the fact the he moved on. So we end up back together when I had our daughter Akira in December then we broke up again in March because he was still talking to that girl. This time I didn't want to see him no more which was impossible because I love him so much and we got kids together. I will never stop him from seeing his kids just don't want him to have them around no other female yeah shouldn't do that but that's how it is.
Then On June 15, 2010 I decided it was time for a change I was tired of the old me I wanted to have a new attitude because my old one wasn't doing the job.It time to take me to a new level this new level comes with speaking my mind no matter who like it.In other words I have the f**** it attitude. Do for my children and I because at the end of the day I'm a single Mother of 4 beautiful children that depends on me to take care of them. So I got to put all my fears aside and do everything in my power to succeed that includes anything that I'm against. I'm not alone the lord is on my side 100% and he not never going to leave me no matter what happens. So hear it is me transforming right in front of your eyes...Enjoy! Enjoy! Enjoy!
